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Thursday, 24 April 2008 | 13:41
Trying to be a better version of me for you.
You treat us all like crap, like your slaves, your footstools or something. Out of goodwill we're all kind enough to help you, and what do we get in return? Nothing. In fact, we get treated no better. Running your bloody errands. Why do we do all this for you? You never do anything for us. The right answer would be, "because that's what friends do." But in what way do you treat us like your friends?

Nut and I were talking and we decided we should not be calculative and we should do this unconditionally. Now I'm not so sure.


Then there's you. Trying to be a better version of me for you.

Give Until There's Nothing Left - Relient K


No one told me the right way, the right way to go about this
So I'll figure it out for myself
Cause how much is too much to give you
Well, I may never know so I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else


Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give


No one told me how bad I need you (I need you)
But I somehow arrived at that conclusion all by myself (all by myself)
And I want all you have to offer (to offer)
So I'll offer myself and I'll just give until there's nothing else
Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else


Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
Yeah, I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left


Sometimes it seems like all I ever do
Is ask for things until I ask too much of you
But that's not the way (that's not the way)
I wanna live (I wanna live)
I need to change (I need to change)
Yeah something's gotta give
Yeah something's gotta...


Give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give and I'll have no regrets
I'll give until there's nothing left
I'll give give give until there's nothing else
Give my all until it all runs out
Give give, give until there's nothing left
I'll give



Screwed up the English paper. :/ Everyone seemed to be pretty satisfied with their essays except for me. Sigh. I was complaining about how badly I screwed it up and Rachael laughed at me, "Bel! Tsk. Aye she's always like that lah!" Aye, am I? Oh wells, it's over anyway. No point whining about it. Even though I want to so bad.

To everyone reading this, come and buy IJ Fiesta tickets from me! IJ Fiesta's on May 16th, 10am to 5pm. (: 10 bucks per ticket sheet. Be generous! It's for a good cause- raising funds for the IJ homes as wells as our Indoor Sports Hall.

It was Kaka's birthday two days ago. April 22nd. Apparently his son's due around the end of May. Seems like just yesterday he scored the first and only goal for Brazil against Croatia during the World Cup '06. And ahem, speaking of birthdays, my birthday's week after next. And guess what I'm going to be doing on that special day? Sitting for the effing science paper and studying for lit. How exciting.

Life in slow motion.
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